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yesterday...wasn't such a bad day....in the morning its kinda mind-boggling but things started to get ok when it reached evening...

During the lunch hour, went out to sg wang plaza... Just have a walk there.... Orait... Buying some stuff... Not me but my girl is... Actually, starting from 3 weeks ago, she have been buying a few stuff(ok ok...a lot of stuff) for the upcoming bazaar held in Jeumpa D'ramo(i hope i got that right), Bangsar.. She been buying clothes, earring, bangle and all the other for us to sell at the bazaar....neway, back to the story, me and my girl walk around sg. wang to look for something for to buy... we end up buying a few bangle(or was it bracelet?) i think.....then back to the office...

well... when i was minding my own business, doing the task given my girl invite me to have a "cekodok"...well, since i dont have any lunch earlier that day, i just go to the pantry(if i got that right) and have some "cekodok"...after done doing so, i went to the toilet since ihad a stomache and to have a cigarette break... then i went back to the office, to continue doing my work... thats when my girl said that we've got our allowance and we have to go to 14th floor to see Puan Puteri(ye ke haa?..lupa lak name dia nih)...went there to see her, sign a paper then the cheque acquired... very nice...

after all the day's work(well actually a month and a half that is), it does finally paid off...i even smile when i think about it right now....me and my girl went to maybank, which is downstairs to bank in our "hard-earned"(hard earned nih..jgn memain) in to our bank account..after settled the matter, we went upstairs to continue our work....

its "going back home" time... me and my girl went to setiawangsa's mamak to grab a bite...then i send her back and went back home straight...when i reached home, i saw my mom lying on the bed(well, baru kluar hospital..what do u expect)...my sis is beside her playing her red-colored psp...after that, i went straight to my room.... have a quick shower, change clothes... then i fed my pet tarantulas.. then i clean up my room, have dinner...after i gave my girl a good nite call, i went to have a sleep...

it was a tiring and hectic week... always feel tired...but its ok...i'll manage it somehow....like i always do...

feeling so "weng" and unwanted

I have no idea what i did wrong but somehow i just got scolded by mum this morning... It just that i woke late, she yell at me with all her might, keep on nagging on how lazy i am these days...Its not that i want to woke up late this morning, its because i feel so tired...

Doing internship = going to work... i woke at 6 am and got out from the house at 6.30 am...just to escape from the traffic at Jelatek area.. But no matter how early got out, its still always a traffic around the Jelatek area...i reach at the work place around 7.30am... its always that early... i got more or less around 45 minutes before entering the office which is at 8.15am...and here i'll be doing some IT stuff which include modifying the company's webportal, upload a few pictures and articles which really stressed me for the whole day...at about 5.15 pm, its time to go home....

i really dont have any slightest idea whats going on at my home...at 9pm, as soon as got back home from Ikea buying some stuff, i saw my sister, my brother even my maid got yelled by my mom... i sense that there's something wrong going on here... but i dont know what...

after she(my mum) yelled at everyone else...she looked at me and said "aih.. ingatkan lupa jalan nak balik rumah"... and i said "tak..saya tak lupa"... she just smirked at me and went away...then i go to my room to change my attire and have a quick shower...and she enter my room and said "sepah bilik...awat tak bagi lagi sepah".. and i stood there gobsmacked... i've been wondering what i did wrong... then she linger around my room and have a look at my tarantula( a few of my tarantula that make it through thru the hindenburg incident)....and she said "hmm... bila depa ni besaq, mi?"...i answered "ada laa lagi 2 tahun - 3 tahun camtuh"...my mum just give me this kind of look and command me to get rid of/sold it later...then she went to my brother's room and ask him whether he already prepare for tommorrow's or not... my brother just replied "i'm ready"...she asked sarcastically "ye ke?...really?...i dont see any file regardin ur result, ur formal attire and all... takkan semua nak mama prepare...grow up...". my bro and i just stood there speechless eventhou he(my bro) was really pissed...

then, i just went for a quick shower...i wore shirt and my shorts and was thinking to have a good nite rest...when i abt to sleep, thats when she just enter my room and asked me to buy her wholemeal gardenia loaves and pump gas into my bro's car...

we go out to buy her bread...i did ask my bro a few question but my bro doesn't reply even single one of 'em...i guess he must be really really pissed abt the incident...

after we got home, i just went to my room and have some shut eyes...

AGAIN!!!...this morning i got yelled again...

if u guys were to asked me, i just felt so "weng" and unwanted by all... felt like a chopping board pon ade.... felt that everyone is chopping on me... feel very very miserable and unwanted...

hello all

Name: Arif Fahmi
Age: 26
i'm currently doing my internship in UDA Holding Berhad, sungai wang plaza...
i like fast car(which i can't really afford rite now in my current state), creepy crawlies n soothing musics...
i'm new to blogging thing...