feeling so "weng" and unwanted

I have no idea what i did wrong but somehow i just got scolded by mum this morning... It just that i woke late, she yell at me with all her might, keep on nagging on how lazy i am these days...Its not that i want to woke up late this morning, its because i feel so tired...

Doing internship = going to work... i woke at 6 am and got out from the house at 6.30 am...just to escape from the traffic at Jelatek area.. But no matter how early got out, its still always a traffic around the Jelatek area...i reach at the work place around 7.30am... its always that early... i got more or less around 45 minutes before entering the office which is at 8.15am...and here i'll be doing some IT stuff which include modifying the company's webportal, upload a few pictures and articles which really stressed me for the whole day...at about 5.15 pm, its time to go home....

i really dont have any slightest idea whats going on at my home...at 9pm, as soon as got back home from Ikea buying some stuff, i saw my sister, my brother even my maid got yelled by my mom... i sense that there's something wrong going on here... but i dont know what...

after she(my mum) yelled at everyone else...she looked at me and said "aih.. ingatkan lupa jalan nak balik rumah"... and i said "tak..saya tak lupa"... she just smirked at me and went away...then i go to my room to change my attire and have a quick shower...and she enter my room and said "sepah bilik...awat tak bagi lagi sepah".. and i stood there gobsmacked... i've been wondering what i did wrong... then she linger around my room and have a look at my tarantula( a few of my tarantula that make it through thru the hindenburg incident)....and she said "hmm... bila depa ni besaq, mi?"...i answered "ada laa lagi 2 tahun - 3 tahun camtuh"...my mum just give me this kind of look and command me to get rid of/sold it later...then she went to my brother's room and ask him whether he already prepare for tommorrow's or not... my brother just replied "i'm ready"...she asked sarcastically "ye ke?...really?...i dont see any file regardin ur result, ur formal attire and all... takkan semua nak mama prepare...grow up...". my bro and i just stood there speechless eventhou he(my bro) was really pissed...

then, i just went for a quick shower...i wore shirt and my shorts and was thinking to have a good nite rest...when i abt to sleep, thats when she just enter my room and asked me to buy her wholemeal gardenia loaves and pump gas into my bro's car...

we go out to buy her bread...i did ask my bro a few question but my bro doesn't reply even single one of 'em...i guess he must be really really pissed abt the incident...

after we got home, i just went to my room and have some shut eyes...

AGAIN!!!...this morning i got yelled again...

if u guys were to asked me, i just felt so "weng" and unwanted by all... felt like a chopping board pon ade.... felt that everyone is chopping on me... feel very very miserable and unwanted...